lunch break

it used to be the time i talked the most in my previous company, it used to be a good time. here i dont feel like that. i dont have friends here, who listen to me. and i hate some of the guys here. it doesnt take much for me to hate some body. and its momentary. and occassionally i try to start talking, only to know later that nobody is listening. its ok. that is the part where i start enjoying my self. just me talking to me. as it has been most of the times. any way there is another good side of not having the people around, listening to me, since i have this tendency to entertain them by demeaning myself in that case. i feel that i have written the same lines long before, may be i deleted it later. or is it a dé·jà vu.