how easily we get dependent. we dont even notice that. just now i was feeling stressed and felt like having a headache. and what do i do. go to the cafeteria and make a tea. does it help. most often not. but we just do the easiest thing that can be done. we dont look for the obvious cure also. take a little break. i remember the moov ads that come on tv. the lady of the house has a bad back pain and is unable to service the family members. so what does the loving grandma do. give her moov, a fucking pain killer, so that she can forget about the pain and go back to work.i used to think how thought less that ad was. and i am doing the same to myself. ha.