(fuck the damn mother fuckers who did this.)

(mother fucking)Militants cut off girl's ears

CHANDAKODE, India: Writhing in pain in the back of an ambulance in this small village in Kashmir, 22-year-old Mariam Begum yesterday told how Islamic (mother fucking) militants had hacked off her ears and nose with a "crude sharp-edged weapon".

"I begged for mercy when I lost one of my ears but they (the mother fuckers) finished the task of cutting off my nose and the other ear within five minutes," Begum told reporters. "They (the mother fuckers) used a crude sharp-edged weapon." Begum said she and her father, Mohammed Ibrahim, 52, were kidnapped from their home in Mano village, Doda district, some 200km southeast of the region's winter capital Jammu, by militants on June 16.

They were held in captivity until finally being rescued by Indian paramilitary and police personnel on July 10.

"The (mother fucking) kidnappers wanted to avenge the surrender of Mohammed Lateef (Begum's brother), an activist of the Hizbul Mujahideen (rebel group) before the Indian security forces on June 9," a police spokesman said.

Begum, bleeding from her wounds as the ambulance transported her to Jammu where she was to be admitted to a local hospital, recounted her harrowing tale.

"My father and I were dragged at gun point to a forest belt where we were kept in separate sheds.

"There were six (mother fucking) militants and two of them (the mother fuckers) would torture me turn by turn. I was beaten with rifle butts, my hands and legs were tied up and they (the mother fuckers) used to burn me with live cigarette ends."

a little dream

life of people in the novel "the good terrorist" by doris lessing

to be a squatter in a large city. living illegally in a house whose latrine holes are concreted by government to prevent easy living for squatters. shitting in plastic buckets in the top floor. paying no rent to any body. taking bath in the urban trains' latrine. doing no work. other than being radical or slightly leftist or "being nothing - living the life to the fullest with drugs with ones eccentricities".

adaptated to suit me
to be a squatter in a large city. living illegally in a house whose latrine holes are concreted by government to prevent easy living for squatters. shitting in plastic buckets in the top floor. paying no rent to any body. taking bath in the urban trains' latrine. doing some work during day. other times spent by being social worker who is slightly leftist or "being nothing - living the life to the fullest with ones friends - ones passion - with ones eccentricities".

feeling myself
i can feel every muscle in my body today. after some unexpected physical action every inch of me is in pain. and i who have long forgot them all has started to love them again. i feel like feeling them. planning to go to gym. ie it.

les miserables again

when i read the part where eponine tells marius her secrets, for a second i was inclined to think that eponine must be jealous of cosette, inorder to drive her away by giving warning to jean valjean. but then i regretted the whole thought. eponine is never capable of such a lousy emotion as jealousy. she loved marius. to such extends that she protects his love cosette who is her rival. and that too playing on her life. how noble she is like her own brother gavroche. they like gold purified in fire and for poverty took the place of fire.